This is the kind of work they do. I've set up Google Alerts for MDRC. It's work that can (and does) inspire change.
There was a report on ABC last night, Waiting on the World to Change, hosted by Diane Sawyer. I watched a bit in my sister's apartment (while waiting to drive back home), but stopped it after the first 10 minutes. It was depressing; I wanted to watch it at a time where I could sit and cry more freely, without abruptly having to turn it off and move suitcases to the car.
I know why I quit my consulting job now. I'm beginning to understand how important to me that I'm moved by my work, that my work will contribute to 'movement,' movement on many levels.
I began playing my oboe again today, for the first time in a few years. I appreciate it more, now, knowing what I have lost by neglecting it for so long. I keep having to stop because my endurance is so poor, but I am motivated again, and I have the time to indulge. I no longer need to feel guilty when I look at my case; for so long, I had felt as though I had betrayed a part of myself.
I don't know if this title makes much sense. I was just reminded of Martin Luther, for some reason, and the grandness of an act which changed things so drastically. Drastic change seems difficult these days, though, and an impossible route.
that looks like it would have been a pretty incredible special...
ReplyDeletethanks for doing the research and posting the interesting stuff (such as your ad hoc political stuff you posted after this one).
-leyla
I feel the same way when i have run-ins with my cello case...an abandonned hobby.
ReplyDeleteAnd you're right about the "change" thing...how impossible it is. There are so many people, everything is just too broad at this point. Probably best to focus on the little changes you can make/cause. A bit overwhelming, contemplating the overturning of anything on too wide a scale, but I think if you focus on little things that will make a difference even just for a few, you'd find life more fulfilling, maybe? more conquerable? i dunno.
-Allison
Remember when you, George, and I used to play trios? And, for some reason, I brought my winter ball dress to one of our sessions? :)
ReplyDeletevanith,
ReplyDeleteas i have gone through my residency interviews, i have continually been asked about my hiv/aids work. as you well know, this was just a pipe dream a year ago, something i had thought about, but didn't think i would ever carry out. i have spent a good deal of time reflecting on why it is that people are so impressed by this one part of my extensive cv. i think it's because it represents a passion and a dream realized, something that isn't easily done amidst the hustle and bustle of day to day life. so, to you my sister, without whose input and efforts that realization never would have happened, i say, keep dreaming. act on your passions and ideals. they are powerful, and you are an incredibly capable young woman. in your hands, change is indeed possible. follow your heart, it will lead your mind to great places.
love,
acca